pray and stand with me that God will strengthen me to fulfill his will and purpose for my life. Pray for he fear that I carry with me everyday. Lord I am afraid of the what if's and I know you have not given me the spirit of fear however I am bound to my fear the things I have no control over. May God help me not to lean unto my own understanding but trust him and acknowledge him in all my ways. May God keep me in perfect peace that surpass all understanding. protect me and my children help me to raise them back to you God. Lord I pray that I love you more than I love doing what I want to do cause I know if I trust and obey you there are no good things you will withhold from me. Help me not to only be a heard of your world but also a doer. Lord I need you more than anything in this and I pray you create a new lord love for you . A heart that is for you and only you. These blessing and many more I ask in your son Jesus name I pray. Amen