No curse is forever, and your burden will be ease, think of the good things and moments you had in life with loved ones, and let the bad feelings and thoughts go, you night be surrounded in darkness, but even the shadows of night come to an end when the light of the day rises.
Enlighten yourself first, so that you might be light for others. Love yourself first, so that you can love others.
Your children and lots of people will suffer your lost, please dont end your life, this is not a solution, your hurts and pain are temporary, allow the goodness and Love of our Creator and our saviour, who died in our places so that we might live, great things are coming your way, keep striving. Be well, and may the angels of God surround you with love, listen to heartwarming songs of your prefference, so that you begin tuning in a higher frequency.
You wish you all the best my friend 🙏♥️

So it shall be, in the name of our Savior Jesus Christ, keep walking, you'll be blessed with what you need, let there be a light in darkness, when all other lights are turned off.
Stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, is when things seems worst that you must not quit.
We are with you, blessed be my friend.
Amen