You i think i'm crumbling... starting to hate myself so much.. was hoping for a friend to stay by side for awhile at these times... but then... seems like she wanna drive me away as well.. i must have been such a bother to everyone's life huh? may i have more strength.. You know me Lord much more than anyone does... You know my struggle... Please help me get through this.. i don't wanna end up taking my own life.. because i respect You my creator... please send me the Holy Spirit to guide me and tell me what to do next..

For all the NLE takers that may their fear be overcome with deep rooted faith in God and themselves.. that all of them may pass this examination that they have prepared themselves to take for years already... may the Holy Spirit always be with them and give them guidance..