i am on my journey however lately i feel as if i am starting from ground zero, again. I have good days where nothing but good happy thoughts then i have real dark days with bad, lustful and ungodly thoughts. I am pregnant and am not sure if this is just how it is going to be for the remainder of my pregnancy... I sure hope not because today was a pretty bad day for me.. I need peace of mind, wisdom and understanding. although I am reading the Bible i have MANY MANY distractions and am unable to focus in on what I am reading. I've yet to receive any revelations... please help me.