Praying for you Carole, and my heart goes out to you poor dear! the Enemy makes old age so difficult for some,, making divisions between people where there should be help and company.. Until Heaven on Earth is established (soon I think), read the easiest and most powerful scriptures such as the qualities of God. It is written "God is Love" and also that "Love is Patient, love is Kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the Truth. It always Protects, always Trusts, always Hopes, always Perseveres. Love never fails." 1 Corinthians 13 Meditate on this miracle that while God who supersedes all matter and beings can be these qualities that are so wonderfully familiar. It is because we have the seed of these qualities, as we are made in God's image. Praying for you Carole!