I slipped a disc in my back and it's been two weeks of pain pain pain.im menopausal after a hysterectomy,i have just remarried and don't want this strain on my new marriage.ive gone back to Uni to do a degree,and am falling behind.i know how to help others but not myself.i give too much and don't fill up with quietness and confidence.i need a fresh touch from the holy spirit,i need Dreams that comfort,and to get my connection with Gods word back.i need to confess I get lazy when I'm happy.i need to get my creativity back,and inspire myself and others through comfort and fun because I'm a christian.i judge too quickly,im sorry lord.i critisise,im sorry lord,i dont see as you see,help me to do this.i am nothing without you and your perspective.help me.please not to be a hypocrite.with menopause,with my back,with my step children,with prioritising my life everyday....i dont care who sees this,who prays,who doesnt...its an act of faith just writing it here to you lord Jesus.i need you,i dont come to you like i should,i dont make the effort to draw near to you except when I'm in pain.keep me on the right path.help me be spontaneous in you.set me free more and more so I can be the me you created easily,without " isms" just like a small child.i do love you lord.hear is my prayer plus so much more in my heart.i give you the heaviness.let me live properly abundantly,with your spirit more and more.
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