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I may not understand completely....but I was also broken one time.. I prayed so hard and cried so much...was super depressed and would do anything to make my relationship work. Long story short... If you truly love him then let him go and if it is meant to be then it will happen. I made the mistake of putting him before God and also ended up standing in the way when God truly wanted to deal with him. It hurts and it is lonely.. but I promise that this to shall pass and maybe it is time for the Lord to be your husband for awhile. It hurts my heart to hear you cry out because I know you mm are in pain. if you read please read...Captivating and also co-dependent no more and another good read is Hind feet in high places....find a woman's group mm That can come around you and stand in the gap with prayer. Remember you were God's before you were anyone else's.