I need you God. help me to know that i cannot change certain situations but please allow me to still love and not cover my heart with the darkness i want to cover it with. This situation is so hard and i feel like im going to loose it sometimes when i think about the fact that certain people will not be coming back into my life anymore. I know that i made a promise to you god that i broke, but i still need your help. Please pray for me that i may keep my sanity and get over this siutauion and that i can bring strength into my life