to come back to my former self, trusting, kind and creative. Help me to be joyful in all things.

I found out today that I have a new challenge physically to deal with in my life. Please think positive for me to beat this challenge and to help me help myself to find a way to recover. Bless yourselves as well and I will bless you as well. Here is to the quality of life!

Please pray for me to have the strength to handle all of the losses in my life. To want to be here. My best friend Jeanie took her life the other day. i just found out. She lived in Florida and I in California. we wanted to be in at least the same town or to live together. My father died last year and I still love him so. My aunt died and my dear friend Patrick is in a coma. My friend Shery has been put in a convalescent home and her life is in danger. My daughters do not want me in their lives. Surely there is some light and joy still in this place. I pray to find it. I do (as everyone does) the best I can within my own limited reality at the time. Thank you for reading this.