Just lost my beloved son on Christmas Day....God has shown signs that he is with him and no longer suffering with his constant physical pain and mental pain...He cared for people in a way I could not even understand. Miss him so much and he will forever be in my heart. The out pouring of love from everyone that knew him and their divine words have been such a blessing...! Blessings to everyone that has been struggling, My son taught me so much in the 50 years God let me have him in this world....He said life was to teach lessons and he wanted to learn something everyday. He had a very hard life, I know God gave him strenght to live as long as he did.