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Marie
Marie Bedard
Marie
Marie Bedard
Nov 13, 2015

Prayer Request

Please pray for me i am begging u my mom passed a few months ago,we were like sisters inseparables 24/7 i took care of her for over 5 years,she had congestive heart failure,copd,diabetes,cancer etc,i was there till the end i never left her sight,i still have the vision of when she was passing at the hospital,but i wasnt aware of it,and slept there holding her hand and praying the rosary she suffered over 5 years in and out of hospital,what a loss this is i sleep close to 22 hours a day i wake up crying and go to bed crying,its like someone severed my limbs. all of them and ripped my heart from my chest,i cant go out wihtout my mom,i have very severe depression,but noone will take me for insurance reason,i called my priest,and ppl dnt care i never received any calls back.same with the chaplin,i lost everything when she passed,i dont understand why would god allow such a beautifull mom as my mom,suffered,24/7 why why why,i lost my faith,and i dont pray anymore,the hole in my heart and pain is unbearable.i have 2 sons that have been very abusive towards me for no reason i havent heard from them or saw them talk to them msg nothing this is the time when i needed them the most,its my dog and i the thought of all the holidays coming hurts my heart,why did he take my mom ?God why?i dont get it,sorry this is so long,ty i have to go i cnt stop crying ty there isnt anything for me to live for anymore,i need to talk to my mom right now its very importsant,she would hold me when i cry she knew what to say to me Lord do i miss her terribly :(