This is an ongoing urgent prayer request. I made a bad mistake 4 years ago that cost me my marriage and evrything else I love. I’ve destroyed my family and I’m now incompetent and can’t handle anything. I have a bad brain injury from pharma med. and I’ve literally lost my mind. All this has destroyed my nervous system to where I’m I. Constant paranoia and catatonic state and out of my mind. The grief and trauma of what I’ve done and how it has effected so many is more then my mind can handle anymore. I don’t know what to do. I pray and beg for Gods mercy but only getting worse. Please pray for me and if God has a word about me to someone please let me know. 4 years like this. Not a second goes by that I feel mentally stable. I pray for God to take me so everyone can heal. And I do believe maybe his wrath is on me.
And yes I have repented and ask for forgiveness.
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