Please pray for my soul. Im lost and never found, I cant seem to keep my feet planted on the ground. Im floating further away each day. I need help, but no one is around.

I pray for strength and patience almost everyday. Im a mother of 4 beautiful children the Lord has blessed me with. My days can be very busy, mind wrenching and I often loose my patience which leads to loosing my way =(. I feel like the seed that was planted on rocky soil, I try and try but I just cant make it, my roots just cant get deep enough. I need God to help me move to good soil, so my roots grow deep and healthy forever. Im not sure if anyone will understand what Im saying but if you could just pray that I could be moved to good soil with lots of patience that would be a great blessing, thank you very much and may God bless you <3