Thank you all in advance .. Personal and health issues are knocking at my door again. It is easy for me to know what I must do, but it is difficult for me to do it. First and In all honesty, prayers are needed for a family member's grandmother and her loved ones. She was placed under Hospice's loving care and her one son and her daughter-in-law are at her side as they always have tried to care for her over the last ten+ years. They need to know they are loved and being prayed for and peace of heart and mind is what they also need at this time. As for me and my immediate family and all our personal concerns, we are in need of solutions for our problems and I for one truly need help and strength to get out of the cycle of constant emotional abuse I have been under for over 30 years and need to find the strength to use my gift of empathy in a strong and healthy way! In advance I thank the Good Lord that I am (and those in my family who love me) are blessed in many ways ... My blessings have cost nothing and mean the world to me. I am dealing with an unreasonable person and truly need God's guidance to help me get the negative people out of my life and need to let go of the hatred that has built up over the past two years as I was wiling to make my relationship with (what I consider my 'ex') a strong and happy one while he continued to push and neglect those efforts and take very little responsibility for his part in the matter and change morally and physically. I am the 'end of my rope' and need miracles to help me accept God's will in these matters. Thank Y'all in advance (again) ... Please know I am praying for all daily and will appreciate you and your efforts as long as I live ~ HUGE HUGS