I am agood dad and I really love God but I am in the middle of a second divorce and as a Christian it's hard to understand God's purpose in this. The first one ended after 14 years but the second is ending after only 14 months. The more recent one was the most impactful in many ways. MY HEART IS BROKEN and I feel like Martha staring into the eyes of Jesus saying, "Lord if you had been here my brother (in my case- marriage) would not have died. But I know that even now God will give you anything you ask." - New Century Version. Does God want it to die so He can resurrect it? Please pray for me. I need it. Thanks