I failed my first board exams take and the next one is getting nearer only two months away and I am still not ready but everyone is pressuring me to take it and study hard but the impact of failing the first take is eating me alive. When I decide to study, first few things and I suddenly cry. I have no motivation to do it because this is not what I want. But I have to pass this to start working (and that's what they want) They don't understand how hard it is for me and I don't know what to do. Please pray for me and that I may pass the exams and find what I truly want in life. Thank you.