My name is Lisa Miller. I'm going through some of the hardest times of my life at this moment. I moved into my parents home to help take care of my terminally ill mother last year in March. I also paid my mother rent every month from the time I moved in. 3 weeks ago she went into the hospital & hasn't come home . She will most likely won't be coming home. Since the time she went into the hospital my brother & sister have tried to force me to move out onto the street. My brother has threatened no my life. My step father has changed the locks on the house ( I live in the garage with no water, toilet, shower or cooking facilities) I've had to get restraining orders on both my sister & brother. My mother has dimensia & they have convinced her that I have robbed her & abused her. None of Wich could be further from the truth. I don't have a driver's licence due to a DUI 9 years ago. My family has informed the local SHERRIFS Dept & the C.H.P. to have me arrested. They won't let me see my mom. The nurse in the hospital told me she dosent want to see me. I don't understand any of it. I have nowhere to go & my phsycological disorders (bi polar, clinical depression, ptsd& generalized anxiety disorder) are being severely affected negatively. I am so lost. I cry myself to sleep when I can sleep. I can't eat. I feel like I have no reason to live. I've been through alot of bad things in my life. 2 failed marriages, 4 children that hate me (for good reason I was a terrible mother) I was a terrible person when I was young (drugs, alcohol, in & out of jail ) I'm not that person anymore by any means. I don't think I'm going to make it this time.... I feel so empty, alone, lost. Please pray for peace for myself & that I'm able to pull myself out of this bad, bad situation in one peace & not loose my mind. I love the Lord & he's never left me in the past. I just hope this isn't the end for me...God bless
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