Randy, I know exactly what you are going through because I too lost my dog of 13 years, her name was Roxy. I will pray that you find peace in all of this and some comfort knowing you gave your dog the best life he could possibly have. It's so hard to loose them and why they can't live longer, I just don't understand. My prayer is that someday we will reunite with all the dogs we have loved because that's the Heaven I want to go to...