Amen! I don't have someone I can talk to that's why I'm so much moved by your thoughtful responses and for giving me some of your time..

Thank you very much!!

Amen! I will be praying for you sister or brother in Christ. As we are on the same circumstances now, prayer is more needed in times like these. I would like to request your prayer for my renewed faith as I am getting low of it now.
This past year now is very hard for me both in physical, mental and spiritual aspects. My mother who is a dialysis patient had a cardiac arrest last year and she's been in the hospital for more than a year now. Our family is refusing to give up since mama has surpassed the doctors expectations of her being placed on ventilator for years, she was weaned from it less than 6 months and has even survived now than all the other younger, less complicated patients. God might have some purpose and message behind all these things, I hope I can see His wisdom. I am just drained now in keeping our financial support and the thought of my father's health, we have disposed off properties to keep paying the hospital bills since there's no insurance covering senior citizens here in the Philippines. Please pray for my mother's complete healing and recovery that she may be a living proof of the sanctity of life and that God is a living proof that He alone commands life and death even in this modern, scientific world.