I think that's wonderful that you feel blessed and thankful in spite of your feelings right now that's very inspirational we should always maintain thankfulness in the midst of our problems thank you for sharing

I pray that you have a good night tonight and that you will be able to give this over to the Lord and trust that he will be with you and doors will be open I also pray for your son may God bless both of you

I'm very sorry that you're going through this I know and understand the struggle that you are going through I pray that you get the support that you need and God will place people in your path that will be supportive to you I pray God gives you some peace