Prayer Request
Please pray for my marriage. My husband is a narcissist. His father had bi polar and was a very mean man. My husband and his twin have absolutely no empathy or caring for anyone but themselves. My mother is also a narcissist and bi polar. I have started counseling to deal with the trauma of my life. I cannot handle the anger, self-entitlement, big headed, mean, non caring comments any longer. I try to hold my tongue but . I lost it today at lunch because he was taking bad about our daughter and son I law. He talks bad about our son and daughter in law. I ask NOTHING from him. I do things on my own, pay my own stuff. Cook my own meals because years ago he said I was too controlling when I asked him to please stop drinking. He was drinking very heavily. I am sad. I am not happy in my marriage and haven’t been in a very long time. We have 2 children and 4 grandchildren. I want to be happy. I want to feel loved. I want someone to notice they made me sad and upset and feel sorry for doing so. I have never had love, true love. I crave it. I need it. I know god loves me. It is by Gods grace I am still willing to try. Please! Please! Pray god touched his heart and knows I am sad and I need his love.
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Maybe it's time you leave your husband and get away from what making you unhappy. Life is to short God will guide you he wants you to be happy. I pray for you to find peace and hippieness.
Those that usually talk badly about others is usually because they are in pain, and they do not feel good about themselves. I find praying for them to find peace and self-worth helps.
Al Anon is a great tool to help you cope with alcoholism in the family. I went through the program years ago when I was married to a recovering alcoholic. It brought me back to my higher power which is God. The program gave me tools to help myself such as prayer and know that there are just some things I am powerless over. It also reminded me that I am not alone.
Someone once told me, for those that hurt you or you are angry about, close your eyes, envision yourself taking that person out of your hand and placing them in God’s hands. It really helped me learn when to let go and let God. Serenity prayer is a great tool as well. Memorizing it and putting it into practice helps.
“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference.”
Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
I pray that you find love in God first. He created love so he would not deny you of it. I pray salvation for your husband as he will then know that he has a Proverbs 31:10 wife. who goes before God on his behalf. I pray peace over you in all that you do.
I am in a similar situation. I do not know you, but I will pray for you. I no longer know what to pray for, as far a my marriage goes, but I do want peace. Bless you and hoping that things get better for you, dear Donishia.
My prayers are with you. I am married to an alcoholic myself. The mood swings are awful. I am glad he hasn't drank in a few months now, but it's still like waiting for the ball to drop. Actually, how about we pray for each other.
Dear Donisha, I pray that you experience God’s love in a way that you will be able to give even when it is unrequited, such that there will be a total turnaround in your circumstances 🤲🏾 Over and above that, I pray for God’s healing all round for you, and that there will be a total transformation in your husband. If he gets to know and love God, it will not be hard for him to give you unconditional love.
Dear Lord - please hear our prayers 🤲🏾
Dear Donishia , I pray to God for his kingdom to come into your home and bring His supernatural peace, wisdom, strength and love on you, for you to be able to deal with the things you are dealing with. And to pour out his love on your husband , for him to learn and be able to love you the way you need him to. I declare peace and love into your home so much that it will spill out onto every person who comes in and leaves your home. May God bless you and send his Holy Spirit to guide and comfort you, and army of angels to protect you! Xx
Sending Prayers to you.