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Beatrice
Beatrice Kusch
Beatrice
Beatrice Kusch
Jun 12, 2013

Prayer Request

Dear Lord in heaven i wanna say thanks for the last days they are now very peaceful. I know its a long way for me and Dieter to find back to each other like wie did as we start for 7 months. With the 2nd girl on his side it was a hard proofing time for me. But you did so great things Lord. You broke the contakt to this girl and give me my man home for me to have the chance to work on the love between he and me. Now it works slowly but i see step by step. Help me Lord to be strong and dont loose hope. Ty for Stud the bible evry Friday with Deborah its so good for my soul to get closer to you again. You did so much forme, a human cant do but you have the power. Dear Jehova you are the greatest in the world and all i can say is that i thank you and i love you. Please give me the soft side of Dieter and blow away his coolness give him trust in me to show him that im not as the other girls was in his life. I know you can break the walls around his heart. send your holy spirit an make him see that its me to be that soft and lovely girl he wished for a long time. Now he can have it make his eyes open for this and give me strengh to wait the time he can see. I ofthen feel lonely lord so make me strong to handle this help me to heal his heart and put all the love inside of him he lost. Lord you know what happened so help me to make all this forgotten i know you are the one who can. Thank you for that many blessings i got from you in the last half year and for giving your beloved son in Jesus name AMEN

Beatrice
Beatrice Kusch
May 12, 2013

Prayer Request

Dear lord in heaven now it happens what i was afraid for my man is now going to be on computer in kitchen and this is like he did not have a life with me he dont look after me much and he is not softly to me but that all was okay as long as i can see him. I know that he will sit the whole day now in kitchen and chat with any other but dont have a eye on me. Dear lord im so hard on proof and i cant stand this any longer. Why you bring this man to me and now same shit happen with my ex man? How much i have to go thru this again and again?. I love him so much and i wanna be close to him. So please lord help me bring in his mind that he will miss me and coming closer to me or take him away. I not strong enough to say him go an leave me he is all what i have im so lonely with him but im more lonely without him like i was before i met him and was in depressions. I know he is in a process you give to him but i dont know what to do whats right whats wrong please lord help me to do the right thing my whish is to marrie him and have a good and peaceful family with him. And please lord keep a eye on his little son he is loosing anything on motions to my man. I know my man is young and needs the action in internet but he is father as well bring this to his mind make him little more quietly and show him that the party in internet is not for good real life. Im the girl who can give him solid future in real but he hast to give me some softly touches and feelings to be a good wife as well. At the moment im feeling like im only good for having sex cleaning the house and cooking for him please Lord help me that he can find out to show me that iam more than this or take him away from me very fast. I dont wanna life a lonely life on a side of a man i could not touch his heart. I did this with me ex for long time. but lord i dont forget that you keep your promise to me to bring Thomas back in my life as good friend and bring me to this town im living again now i missed that all so much. it helps me to make a step to heal my depressions. Thank you for all Jehova and ty you for giving your beloved sun and help me out to have a happy loveful and peaceful live AMEN

Beatrice
Beatrice Kusch
May 9, 2013

Prayer Request

Dear lord in heaven my bad sems to be no end. What is with my man happened he goes on skype with other name or blocked me he chat behind me with other girls i think its she that one girl who broke all down: dear father how can i handle this all and how can i make show him to love me. It seems im only for beeing save not for love so please lord give him in mind to go or to stay but end this issues. My heart is going down to break und i see how im loosing trust more and more. Why is it not me only he is thinking of i do all to be a good wife. I know we are much different but Lord you bring this man into my life and its seems to be im loosing him now. I know there is much he is missing in his life and he has to know before he can make a real good life of family but why am i that girl who has to be with him in this differen part of his life. Im not that strong to handle with all this after my long depressions dear Lord im missing that loveful peaceful part of love with him an he is not on the part of his life to live this. Sometimes im thinking why he couldnt come later after he had all this. so please Lord show me the way to keep strong not to be that jalousy like i am at this time and help him to figure out what he wants to be really to habe a good way of live and family thats all im looking for. Im willing to let him go if its your will but hard for me because i love him so much. so please lord help me out you did so many times i will not fall down again and go to psychic hosital because of all this dont wanne be depressed anymore please lord forgive me that i cant wait anylonger but im still on my end but thank you for all you give to me and giving your beloved sun in jesus name amen