Dear lord in heaven now it happens what i was afraid for my man is now going to be on computer in kitchen and this is like he did not have a life with me he dont look after me much and he is not softly to me but that all was okay as long as i can see him. I know that he will sit the whole day now in kitchen and chat with any other but dont have a eye on me. Dear lord im so hard on proof and i cant stand this any longer. Why you bring this man to me and now same shit happen with my ex man? How much i have to go thru this again and again?. I love him so much and i wanna be close to him. So please lord help me bring in his mind that he will miss me and coming closer to me or take him away. I not strong enough to say him go an leave me he is all what i have im so lonely with him but im more lonely without him like i was before i met him and was in depressions. I know he is in a process you give to him but i dont know what to do whats right whats wrong please lord help me to do the right thing my whish is to marrie him and have a good and peaceful family with him. And please lord keep a eye on his little son he is loosing anything on motions to my man. I know my man is young and needs the action in internet but he is father as well bring this to his mind make him little more quietly and show him that the party in internet is not for good real life. Im the girl who can give him solid future in real but he hast to give me some softly touches and feelings to be a good wife as well. At the moment im feeling like im only good for having sex cleaning the house and cooking for him please Lord help me that he can find out to show me that iam more than this or take him away from me very fast. I dont wanna life a lonely life on a side of a man i could not touch his heart. I did this with me ex for long time. but lord i dont forget that you keep your promise to me to bring Thomas back in my life as good friend and bring me to this town im living again now i missed that all so much. it helps me to make a step to heal my depressions. Thank you for all Jehova and ty you for giving your beloved sun and help me out to have a happy loveful and peaceful live AMEN