About 5 years ago, I was having very bad health problems. I was constantly coming down with infections in my sinuses and lungs.
I was working overnights and my job was crazy. Coworkers were not nice, and due to my infections I was falling way behind on tasks and making mistakes. I also have major depression and social anxiety and was even afraid to speak to my boss/manager - fear of authority figures. The hard thing is, on top of this, for YEARS, I have had these infections and they were getting worse. I had no idea what was causing them and this added to the anxiety. My "back was too the wall" and I felt suicidal.
To make a long story short, I came home from work one morning and I had a major tantrum. I was going to throw a fit, and God and no human being was going to stop me.j
I was complaining to God/Jesus and yelling; throwing things around, and I just wanted God to hear me rant.
Right in the middle of my rage I hear God speak to me telepathically (in my mind and emotion) "HAVE'NT I BLESSED YOU?? God spoke to me firmly yet very lovingly. Immediately I feel complete peace, joy, and calm from the top of my head to my feet. My anger was completely gone. I have NO DOUBT there is a God and he loves us and listens to us.
Shortly after this, my doctor discovered I had an immunodeficiency that was causing the infections, he approved me for disability (I sure needed it and still do), and I was able to spend more time taking care of my self.
God really blessed me, and continues to.
God bless you all!!
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