So I have been in recovery for going on 6 months now... and I have stayed completely clean and sober.... Today I took a drug test and it was clear... Im so scarred that it will come back diluted or that I was trying to flush something..... Please pray that its not diluted... Im so scarred and worryed... Im also worried that I will never make it out of this program... I have drifted away from God, and I feel so lost... I need prayer not just for my situation but for me... Please pray that I make it thorugh this and that I develop a relationship with my heavenly father.... I think im about to have a nervors breakdown... im so parinoid