god please dont let me mess up my life... protect me from myself... help everything to go smoothly and PLEASE just let me get out of this. Show me the way, and be with me always. eventhough i dont deserve your grace or mercy.

It has been so long since I have prayed... I dont even know if god hears my prayers anymore... I have become so selfish and self centered. I only think about myself and if things are going to go my way. I really do love God... I have once again lost my way, and im so lost. Im caught up in worldly pleasures, and some nasty sins. Yet im still so blessed. Dear Lord please forgive me for my sins... The lying, cheating, the hate, foul thoughts, the temper that I have... PLEASE cleanse my evil heart. God im so worried about my futere and how I will make it in life... Im not worthy of your blessings, yet I know that I cant make it without you. Please have grace and mercy on me. PLEASE help me to make it thorugh this program, and dont let me go to jail. I cant handle it, really I cant. I need you Lord. please have mercy on me and my soul.

So I have been in recovery for going on 6 months now... and I have stayed completely clean and sober.... Today I took a drug test and it was clear... Im so scarred that it will come back diluted or that I was trying to flush something..... Please pray that its not diluted... Im so scarred and worryed... Im also worried that I will never make it out of this program... I have drifted away from God, and I feel so lost... I need prayer not just for my situation but for me... Please pray that I make it thorugh this and that I develop a relationship with my heavenly father.... I think im about to have a nervors breakdown... im so parinoid

GOD PLEASE GET ME THORUGH DRUG COURT....
Im not having problems with drugs, just the program its self... I Know I cant do it with out you Lord, and I have faith that you will bring me thorugh this... I still worry constantly... Please soften the hearts of the coordinator and the staff... Let them see that I am trying and Please dont let me go to jail... I would never make it... and please dont let me start this over... The urine tests are just so hard for me... Please God, just let me get thorugh this mess I have made

Please God dont take Ottie Pruett... Take the cancer from her.... with you all things are possible... Please dear God... Heal her from this...

Dear God, Bless me abundantly; Pour out your blessings on me Oh Lord,
I want every blessing that you have to offer me,
Enlarge my territory ,that your hand would be with me,
and that you would keep me from all evil oh God,
that I may cause no pain.

Also Dear God, I want to quit smoking so bad... at the same time I dont want to give it up... Please Oh God deliver me from this addiction... My body is your temple, and I am pleased to have you dwell in me... Please, God let me stop smoking...

Next, Dear God; help me to do your will and stay in your will, allow me to grow in you God, I long for an intimate relationship with you... I want to do BIG things in your name..
I repent from my sins. Help me with my personal demons dear God...
Help me to be an example to others.

-Amen

I need prayer that God continues to be with me every day and just help me thorugh each day, and to see the beauty in it.... and that He just continues to bless me thorugh my drug recovery and keeps me from temptation... I would also like to praise Him for all He has done for me, I couldn't do anything apart from him.... I ask that he watches over me and the trip that Im taking next week.... Thank you Dear Lord for everything..... Continue to be with me

I NEED PRAYER NOW.....
1st off I need prayer for someone else.... My mentor, Steve
His aunts heart just stopped, (she is still alive I think) I need prayer for them both....

NEXT

I'm in a court appointed rehab, today is my 60th day of sobriety...
I used to be (maybe still am, even though I dont use; thoughts of using comsume me) addicted to oxycontin... I think that I am on the verge of relapse, even though I am still in the beginning of the program I have come so far and have so much to loose if I relapse (not to mention going to jail)
All I can think about tonight is doing an 80..... PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT I DO NOT RELAPSE, I have so much to loose if I do...