I am so confused and uncertain. My husband says he does not want our marriage to end but he isnt living up to any of the responsibilities. I am relying on my son now and helping him in return. I am not happy. I cant find a job that will atleast interest me long term while still being able to support myself. I dont know what road to go down and I feel like I have no life. I feel surrounded by gloom and doom. I want the life that God wants for me. I want something better than what I have. I want more than just mere survival. Please pray for that.