I have been married for 19 months . I do not want to live with my husband anymore because of the fact that I have had to move 6 times in that timeframe. I do not want to be intimate with my husband because I do not know where he was, who he was with or what he was doing in April and May. I do not want to go anywhere or do anything with my husband because of the way he speaks and treats me in front of others. His drinking and the way that he manages money are not fair to me. The lack of interest that he has shown me since we have gotten married is ridiculous.

I do not want to be stuck in limbo alone and lonely and continuing to suffer while going without the same things that my husband has not contributed towards me.

I am going to bring all of this to God myself but I am asking that whoever will, to pray about this also.

I have emotional, physical, social, financial and mental needs that with or without my husband that are not being taken care of. Please ask God to take care of me.

Pray that my husband can stay on track with his job. Pray that he can start to understand the importance of enjoying life. Pray that I can surrender myself to God and that my life will change.

I do not understand why my life never moves past step 1? Why the best that I can ever have is a roof over my head, clean clothes, and food to eat. And then barely that. I never have anything to look forward to. I never have any fun. Most of the time I am stuck in my home like a caged up animal. It is all that I can do to have gas money. I always feel like I am in limbo waiting for the next step forward and an open door. But all I ever do is go round and round in circles. I am always one step away from homelessness. Why is there no meaning to my life? Why is there no purpose? why do I just exist and wake up breathing? I want to feel like I have a life. I want to feel like I am more than a burden to myself. I want to feel like more than a slave to poverty. I want to feel alive instead of just awake and breathing. I want to feel like I am serving a purpose instead of just existing. I want to feel connected to God instead of overlooked. I want to feel acknowledged instead of ignored and neglected. Why do I feel so rejected by God? Why do I feel so often that I try so hard to do my part and God doesnt do anything to contribute to my life? Why do I feel like God doesnt care and does not even like me let alone love me? Why do I never have anything more than the basics? Why is my life nothing more than merely survival?

I know that God does not put more on a person than a person can take. I am at a breaking point and feel no hope for myself. I am losing the will to live and to try and to carry on. I am sick of the way my son treats me and I do not trust my husband at all. I feel alone in this world with no one and no way to fend for myself. I hate who I am which is nothing and nobody. My spirit feels broken and crushed. Why cant God bless me? All that I have ever really wanted for myself all my life was financial independence so that I did not have to accept being abused and mistreated by others. I know that I am being abused and mistreated and that it is effecting me. I can not stand feeling and living the way that I am. I hate being so poor that I can not even take care of myself. PLease pray for the one thing that will truly make me happy...FINANCIAL INDEPENDENCE.

Well my son and my husband are now on track, thank you for prayers. I still have not been able to find a job. Pray for that, please. Pray that my daughter figures out what she is gonna do with her life as well. She got fired from her job after she returned her car.

Pray that I can have the strength to deal with both my husband and my grown son that have personality and mental issues. Pray that I go down the right path for myself. Pray that I will no longer be surrounded by doom and gloom. Pray that I do not become homeless and can take care of my dog. Pray that my husband and son will either start treating me with some respect or they will be distanced from me.

I still need a job that I can tolerate and to be able to make enough money to satsify me and give me some sense of security. I need to feel like I have a life.

Pray that I will find a job that I can tolerate and make enough money to be satisfied

I am so confused and uncertain. My husband says he does not want our marriage to end but he isnt living up to any of the responsibilities. I am relying on my son now and helping him in return. I am not happy. I cant find a job that will atleast interest me long term while still being able to support myself. I dont know what road to go down and I feel like I have no life. I feel surrounded by gloom and doom. I want the life that God wants for me. I want something better than what I have. I want more than just mere survival. Please pray for that.

Pray that my husband puts himself in rehab and gets the help that he needs. Pray that he will become a true and faithful servant of God.Pray that he will see things in a whole new light. Pray that me and my son will figure out how to make it on our own and will end up with a place to live and a way to pay our bills.. Pray that God's will for my life is the life that I have.