I know that God does not put more on a person than a person can take. I am at a breaking point and feel no hope for myself. I am losing the will to live and to try and to carry on. I am sick of the way my son treats me and I do not trust my husband at all. I feel alone in this world with no one and no way to fend for myself. I hate who I am which is nothing and nobody. My spirit feels broken and crushed. Why cant God bless me? All that I have ever really wanted for myself all my life was financial independence so that I did not have to accept being abused and mistreated by others. I know that I am being abused and mistreated and that it is effecting me. I can not stand feeling and living the way that I am. I hate being so poor that I can not even take care of myself. PLease pray for the one thing that will truly make me happy...FINANCIAL INDEPENDENCE.