First I want to send thanks and praise to God for the small changes I have already seen in my life. I know that He will continue to make changes in my life and in the life of those that I love. Today I offer my children up in prayer. I just pray that God continues to keep them and guide them as they grow without me in their lives. I pray for my son, Darrick, I know how badly he wants me and wants to be able to see and talk to me. I pray that he feels my love everynight at 5pm and all the time. I pray for my ex, their father and my cousin, their soon to be step-mother. I pray that their hearts are softened and they see the error of them keeping from getting to at least talk to my children. I raised those babies, pretty much on my own, up until just 4 years ago. They should be able to have contact with me. Especially my son. I pray all of this in Jesus's Holly Name, Amen