PRAY THAT I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. AND THAT I CAN BE STRONG AGAIN AND WAKE UP EVERYMORNIG AND NOT REGRETING IT. I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO PRAY EVERYNITE NOT TO WAKE UP BUT I KNOW THE LORD WILL AT LEAST ACCEPT MEI
I WANT TO BE WITH ALL MY LOVED ONES WHO ARE IN A HAPPY PLACE AND SEE MY KIDS THAT I WOULD BE ALLOWED TO SEE. THAT ONE DAY WHEN SOMEONE TELLS ME THEY LOVE ME I WOULD ACTUALLY BELIEVE IT.