PLEASE PRAY THAT SOON I CAN HAVE A BREAK IN LIFE JUST ONE BREAK FROM MY.EVERYDAY STRUGGLES TO NOT WANTING TO LIVE ANYMORE, FREE FROM ALL THE FAILURES IN LIFE I MAKE ON THE DAILY BASIS AND TO HAVE THE STRENGHTH THAT PEOPLE THINK I HAVE BUT REALLY DONT HAVE. I CAN SOON GET MORE VISITS WITH MY ONLY. LIVING. CHILD. THAT I CAN FINALLY BE A SOME BODY TO SOMEONE NOT JUST A THROW AWAY. IM JUST A GIRL LOST IN THIS COLD WORLD TRYING TO FIND MY PLACE AND I JUST NEED A LITTLE GUIDENCE. PRAY FOR THE DAY I CAN WAKE UP NOT HATING MYSELF AND FINALLY BE GEATFUL THAT IM ALIVE AND TO KNOW THAT I MATTER IN THIS LIFE. THANK YOU

PRAY THAT I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. AND THAT I CAN BE STRONG AGAIN AND WAKE UP EVERYMORNIG AND NOT REGRETING IT. I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO PRAY EVERYNITE NOT TO WAKE UP BUT I KNOW THE LORD WILL AT LEAST ACCEPT MEI
I WANT TO BE WITH ALL MY LOVED ONES WHO ARE IN A HAPPY PLACE AND SEE MY KIDS THAT I WOULD BE ALLOWED TO SEE. THAT ONE DAY WHEN SOMEONE TELLS ME THEY LOVE ME I WOULD ACTUALLY BELIEVE IT.