Pray that me and Billy will be able to get through this. That our love will not be taken over by tempation or selfishness. That we may open up our hearts and minds to better understand each other. That the struggles and triumphs of the past 4 years together were not in vein. That God will continue to bless us through this test. That his pain about leaving for deployment will be eased, and that his fear of being left while fighting for our country will be lifted so that he may once again love without restriction. I love him so much, and I know he still feels the same, but given our emmense obstacles he is scared. So am I, and I pray that we can continue to pull through as we've done so many times before. It is through him that I can see and feel the love of God and his many blessings, and I thank the Lord for everything that we have.