Hello, My name is Denise and I am asking for prayers tonight because I am feeling very down and losing hope. I am in the midst of a divorce and just got told today that I have to pay him support of 780/month even though we have shared custody. I love my girls with everything I have. It just kills me because I am working full time and trying to better myself and support my girls but he sits not working at all because he is "medically retired" No he was never in the military. I am filled with hatred and I continue to ask God's forgiveness for I know hating is wrong. I am scared and feel so alone but know that God is always with me. I guess I am asking for prayers to help me find what Gods will is and to find what is good in this. I want my girls to attend Catholic school (they are only 3 now) but the Catholic school has a preschool. Their father doesn't want that because "its too much money" . Gee I am paying him 780/mo I think he can afford that. Thank you to anyone and everyone who reads and prays for me and my family. I really appreciate any guidance or words of support