God, If i told you I want to give up what would you do?
I got through it once but I don't want to keep falling. I want to rise higher for once.
My future doesn't look bright because I lack money. It's not that I am being materialistic. It's that I want the full experience. Ugh I don't know. I am confused and lost. Guide me. I say I love you and I tell others to pray for you but I don't do it myself. I doubt you sometimes. I doubt your intentions and power. I am a hypocrite. Help me. Heal me from all the hurt.