I am struggling with purpose in life. I am a returned college student in my middle 40's. I am having problems with my teenagers and my family life is nearly non-existant due to behavorial issues and I can not live with one of my children. My father's cancer has returned and he is helping me with my one teenager. I feel severly depressed. I am having issues finding gainful employment. I have no trust for anything or anyone and I believe my relationship is strained. I need prayer for charisma and to bind this hindering spirit that is on me and my family. I suffer with panic attacks and major anxiety consumes my every thought of "what ifs" Please pray for peace and health of mind, body, and soul. Please for the health of my father and the future of my family!