I need prayer for my heart and mind really bad. I have been raising my son on my own since he was born I have no help from anyone and its starting to get very frustrating..especially all the disrespect from the 1 I got pregnant by when ive done nothing to deserve it from him I don't understand why he doesn't want anything to do with his son. I couldn't imagine going weeks not seeing my son let alone years like he has ugh! I have no1 in my family besides my mom that shows any kind of support. I have had to push a lot of family and people out of my life because of the negativity but its hurting me because I miss them so much. I graduated from a college for veterinary technology to pursue my passion for caring for animals and to better me and my son financially and im not having any luck finding a job and I hate not having a job I love working and earning income and feeling that independence.. I have someone I have grown feelings for but I have been hurt so many times by people I push away a lot because its too hard for me to trust.. I also need prayer for my grandma going into surgery and strength for my mom. and also for my dad I haven't talked to bcuz of to much negativety. also for my son to guard his heart eyes and ears to anything to hurt him. thank you to anyone to take the time to pray it means so much thank you so much.
sincerely,
Rachel Reynolds