It has been a hard year so far. My good friend died of brain cancer, a mother of a 12 year old. She wanted to live. She wanted to see her daughter marry. A goal she wanted to meet but will be no more. My mother in law died a few months ago, she was 70. My granny, whom I love with all my heart, is slowing loosing herself to Alzheimer's. It hurts so badly to see someone who was so strong in mind, heart, and spirit become so lost. So I guess what you can pray for is peace in my heart that it is ok. Pray that I can believe God can do all things because my faith sometimes is weak.