I think I am undergoing quarterly life crisis. I don't understand what I am going through. After a bad break up, I was even closer to God. He blessed me in every little tear that I have shed. He gave me all abundance with materials I needed, but I think I don't know where to go for now. I am a nurse who have been dreaming to go abroad to help my family, but sometimes there has been a push and pull whether I need to fly out or not. I don't know where I need to find my happiness. I know that God is enough...he is more than my happiness but I got spiritually tired. I dont know what my future brings, but I know God will lead me there. I am just praying for wisdom, discernment, stronger faith and that my fire would ignite again so that I will have the hope and courage to face all of this. I am not praying for anything material, but I am praying for something very spiritual and emotional and hoping that God will give me strength in dealing all of this because I could not do this alone..I am completely worn out.