GOD, Please help me endure the pain for the loss of my son BOBBY on February 14th 2013. I am lost without my older son. I try to be strong and try not to let it bring me down, but it is not easy. You never ever expect to loose a child before you. I am grateful to have another son, however he is rebuilding himself and I have not seen him since his brother passed away. I just feel so lonely and empty. My son has 2 daughters, they are beautiful!. Peytons mother allows me to see her anytime I want, however Lexies mom makes up every excuse in the book for me not too see her. I dont want Lexie to think I dont love her. I do love her. I just am tired getting older and going through enough myself. I had to put it in GODS hands. Please pray for me. AMEN