I would like to start by saying this has been a really hard year and a half for me,first off my dad passed away in april 2012,my son went to prison 4 months later,my cat I had for 18 years passed away,i couldn't see my granddaughter for 2 months,my husband and I were having alotta marriage problems,we separated but now are back together my husband fell off a roof he was off work a couple weeks and we were in dept but not no more,my husband and I had a bad motorcycle accident,i have alotta scars from it so does he,,i really needed god at first I felt he wasent here bad things just kept happening to me,i sat down last night like I have done many nights before and prayed to god,i told him to give me strength to help me to be happy again,but I woke up this morning different from all they other times I prayed im really happy,ever been so happy you cried?i did,i have such a beautiful feeling inside of me like a warmpth I cant explane,i may have had a bad year and a half but im still here im still alive,i thank god with all I have for being here and helping me get through all this,i am now at peace with who I am and am happy.