I pray for love and guidence too love myself as I love other's I pray for other's and also love them I just don't know how too love myself again, I used too have some much clean fun and always have friends around and felt loved but now, I don't need any fake friends around now or ever but I do wanna love myself and enjoy life as I have it b/c life is truly too short. I don't want to be depressed anymore please help me Lord, and I will work with trying too get out more and have fun it's just hard everytime u go somewhere u have a panic attack but, with ur help I can do anything and I'm sure going to try, Thanks all who prays I really mean it and hope u have a good day and blessed life forever, If any1 has any comments that might help please feel free too let me read them once again have a good 1. <3 <3 Ashley <3 <3