I pray that my family makes amends and not hold grudges! I I also pray that my Mom accepts as I am. I try talking to her but she does not want to listen to me. She has some of my family turned against me. It has been this way all my life. My Dad was my my hero, but he is in heaven and I hope to see him someday soon along with my late husband. I worry a lot and try to overcome it, but it just seems impossible. I pray that my companion David heals up from surgery he had March 25,2013. I have lupus/ms and it is so difficult to over come these. I want to enjoy life to the fullest, but I let all my worries stand in my away. I just want to be wanted and loved. Amen.