Dearest friends, please pray for me that I may find inner peace, strength and spiritual guidance whatever big decisions I need to make soon. Please pray for me that I may find my motivation back with my job, and that I will never ever lose my faith in God. Stress has clouded my thoughts lately and I can't lose my job now because I have my parents and siblings who needs me. And I pray that whatever happens in early 2015, I pray that God will guide me decide if I stay or move away. And while I wait, please pray that I may never do anything stupid that can ruin my future forever.

I also pray for the souls of my grandfathers. May they rest in peace.

Amen.