Please pray for me that I get the strength I need from God to stay strong and not let my husband back in my house until he is clean and sober. I have been married for 30 yrs and this is the hardest thing in my life I have to do... Its not a healthy relationship and I don't want to be enable him in anyway. He needs to seek God for help all I can do now is pray. This is so hard but I know my Lord is right here with me. I can do I know I can... Thank you for your prayers for I know prayers are so powerful. God Bless you all :)