My Holy God, my Savior, my Rock. Please continue to carry me. Please give me the strength, the patience and the endurance to weather this storm and to reach the destination you have chosen for me.Please, God, I need a job. I have worked every day for 25 years to each this meager and humble place and my life. And I was content, proud, and...,happy. For the first time in such a long while...I felt the true joy of being happy.I have received the messages you have sent to me through strangers. 99th ani you for those. Thank you for being my comfort these many nights crying, full of despair and worry. Please find yourself in the hearts and minds of me and my husband. Please help him see that it,is his time. His time to prove them all wrong. His time to take another step toward being the man he wants to be...the leader, the provider and protector of our home. Please let him feel the love I have for him, and to feel Your love, too.Today and every day. Amen.