I ask for good thoughts and prayer while I suffer through a very contentious divorce, my children 18 and 19 are affected and an emotional rollercoaster has been placed upon our lives. The man I married, is no longer a person whom I even know, his drinking, his choices of dating websites, active dating and continuous lies and bad behavior has burdened my heart and our well-being for far too long. Please let this situation come to a peaceful closure and protect my children from heartbreak, lie's and financial harm. Please protect the people around him as he drinks and drives and the potential of devastation is always around us. Please let us not lose our home AND allow the courts to see his harmful and crippling financial choices he has made along with his alcohol, drug use and partaking in dangerous, harmful ways. Please let my son see that I am trying to be a strong parent and prevent my son from making the same dangerous choices. He is a wonderful young man hurting from the damage that we have caused due to the horrendous divorce. I am trying to stay strong, have grace through it all and be a parent instead a "buddy" like his father! Please pray that my daughter makes good choices, does well in college despite her worrying about me and that the hate in heart for her father begins to lessen and she finds love, light and happiness along the way.