I believe my spirit is dead or dying. I have done wrong in the past, and it has taken its toll on me. My heart feels guilt that I don't want to bear. I no longer feel like pretending for people. I don't want to worry people,and this post is not a pity party. It's the truth. I want prayer that God will fix my wrongs. I'm blessed. At this moment, I am at peace. But I can feel that I'm not all here right now. I keep thinking about God resurrecting Jesus from the dead. I will appreciate your prayers. Thank you so much.