my life is kinda messed up right now my husband is with another woman and he and his daughter have got me in a bind they r living high when i am fallen behind on my bills and depending on credit card dont have money to fight but al i can do is make one day to the next iloaned some people my last savings to later find out they had stock they could have cashed i had to use credit card now its getting way high and i need prayers its really my fault , but i felt sorry for them,, now that i know they had stock it breaks my heart to know they used me and havent paid me i need it bad it came from my heart they say they are christians its not christian to use a big heart and take atvange of people but thats up to god