I'm so scared.. I hope God answers my prayer I've been with this amazing young woman for almost 2 years.. and we crashed 2 months ago.. and I've been nothing but a mess. She's currently going through so much pain.. heartache and depression.. along with suicidal thoughts.. and I'm terrified that one day I'm going to wake up and she's gone.. I hope God heals her heart and helps her through this..because I don't think there's anything I can do.. she's pushed me away.. and I just wish things were okay..